Deconstructing the rock star
After about three months of gigging in a band and dealing with the in’s and out’s of the bottom levels of the music industry, I’m starting to realize that I’m doing something wrong. By that mostly I mean that expectations and reality are kind of far apart. There’s a sea change happening in the music business now, which in some ways is a really good thing, but it also really changes the definition of what it means to be successful as a musician. It’s important to understand this change and not to get caught up in old ways of thinking.
The basic things that have changed are easy to consider:
- Downloadable music has dropped the price of distribution to almost zero. This probably also happened in the early days of radio.
- The cost of producing new music is low enough that the supply of music is essentially infinite and the barrier to entry to being a musician is probably lower now than ever.
- People’s appetite for music has doubled but cant really increase because listening to music takes time and there’s only so much time. A given person can only have maybe five favorite bands at a time, and there the number of social divisions of people is probably on the order of a hundred.
So there will still be good musicians and bad musicians and the bad acts will never get very far. But even in the good acts, success will be determined by who has the connections and can build the most effective promotional machine. There are so many people who want to be rock stars that climbing this hill is going to be a long and expensive proposition.
When I started playing music at age 17 I did it because I loved certain songs and I loved the way songs could bring out feelings - sometimes feelings that you didn’t know existed. Playing music was something I did because I just liked it.
The thing about music - like a lot of other pursuits - is that you can always get better. You start playing songs, and then you want to write songs, and then you want to play your songs for other people. This feeling of improvement is addictive because there’s no limit to how far you can go and it drives a lot of the desire to play music, at least for me.
There’s also an aura about musicians that makes them seem different from other people - they are more individualistic, more expressive, more free, more important than the rest of us. When I started I didn’t really think about this consciously, because I saw the fun that people who were playing music were having and I wanted to experience that feeling of fun, of flow. But I also wanted a little of the musician’s aura to rub off on me - maybe to make me a little cooler, a little more interesting, a little more valuable.
The problem with wanting the rock star aura is that in order to be a star you have to have fans, and in order to have fans, you have to entertain people. The quickest way to do that is to re-cycle some tried and true musical product that may not have anything to do with who you are. Cover bands can be very effective at entertaining, and playing covers can be just as much fun as playing originals, but it’s not really art anymore.
So why do so many people want to be rock stars? Is it because we want to be artists and have people recognize and appreciate our unique artistic message? Do we want to entertain people and make them groove and have a good time? Or do we want to have a tough bad boy/rock star image so we can get laid more?
It’s probably a little of all of these things. The interesting thing is that the Artist/Entertainer/Rockstar goals are all a little different.
To be an artist, you might be willing to perfect your craft in solitude and maybe have a few friends appreciate it. It doesn’t really matter if people get it because it’s a true expression of who you are. And with myspace and youtube it’s easy to put yourself out there.
For me though, it’s a lot of work to perfect a song, and if we’re not going to play a show ever, it’s just not worth the effort. I play in a couple of jam bands, and we have fun every couple of weeks. It’s pretty low pressure - show up, have a few beers, play some songs and no worries. But I don’t really practice for these jam sessions because there’s no pressure and no one will really care if I screw something up here and there.
Once you decide to play a show, you absolutely have to try to entertain people though. And the side effect of that is that you have to change your artistic vision sometimes to be able to get people moving. Even worse is that most places we’d want to play out depend on alcohol sales to stay in business, so you have to bring a crowd of people who are going to drink, which may not be who you really intend to play for at all.
Then after you’ve played a gig and no one comes up to talk to you and say that they liked your stuff, you begin to feel like you’re not getting through…
I think what I really need is to find a way to play for fun with people around and not really having the pressure to make people show up and buy a lot of drinks…

